Sunday, August 2, 2009
haiya..coughing one month liao lu ! still haven recover yet ! summore i did bad thing o ! now xY and jo also kena cough le - - summore last friday gt fever...shocked me x.x haix..keep coughing damn fan lu..the gorilla sound keep come out..yeeeee...
haix..just now when on the way wan go airport fetch darren kor kor..i ask jor ee ee when free i wan learn drum..she straight away diam diam mai chut sia..T____T last time i ming ming gave her the paper le..she say dun have..now no more the paper le..so cannot phone..means cannot learn ! ahhhhhh...dancing also cannot learn ..drum also cannot learn...u know wad ? since january i keep say wan learn guitar until now august still haven learn tio anything..tuition la got..last month just start onli..i told jor mama if can learn drum..i will pay the fee myself. but like wad mummy say..dunno got people wan fetch me anot..summore is half an hour ..not one hour or wad..
sad arr...sometimes i really regreted i come kl and study..am i come too early le ? i come kl is wan try new environment to study..cos last time i think oso never think will come to stay with ee ee..my meaning of come kl study is wan go asrama..boarding school..although no electronic thing..but at least can study well ba..if u lazy..the school will stress u ..at here..i no stress at all..worse then in AS..but the thing is i must get good result to help mama save money..and must everyday go school..1k arr....
i very happy i gt bex fren here..but sometimes i feel they didnt take me as bex fren..but i appreciate them so much..wad also they first i second..haix..sometimes i feel very lonely although is in crowded place..where are all the people in my mind ? wad am i thinking ? keep bully by someone..su say im a less confident girl...............maybe she is true ba ? i AM A LESS CONFIDENT GIRL. because i feel i no difference like normal student..i have no talent..haix..i wan learn dancing...cannot..i wan learn guitar..cannot..drum..cannot..dunno hw to make up myself..be more pretty or mature..i dun even know how to communicate with people..haix..im very cha rite ?
haix..just now when on the way wan go airport fetch darren kor kor..i ask jor ee ee when free i wan learn drum..she straight away diam diam mai chut sia..T____T last time i ming ming gave her the paper le..she say dun have..now no more the paper le..so cannot phone..means cannot learn ! ahhhhhh...dancing also cannot learn ..drum also cannot learn...u know wad ? since january i keep say wan learn guitar until now august still haven learn tio anything..tuition la got..last month just start onli..i told jor mama if can learn drum..i will pay the fee myself. but like wad mummy say..dunno got people wan fetch me anot..summore is half an hour ..not one hour or wad..
sad arr...sometimes i really regreted i come kl and study..am i come too early le ? i come kl is wan try new environment to study..cos last time i think oso never think will come to stay with ee ee..my meaning of come kl study is wan go asrama..boarding school..although no electronic thing..but at least can study well ba..if u lazy..the school will stress u ..at here..i no stress at all..worse then in AS..but the thing is i must get good result to help mama save money..and must everyday go school..1k arr....
i very happy i gt bex fren here..but sometimes i feel they didnt take me as bex fren..but i appreciate them so much..wad also they first i second..haix..sometimes i feel very lonely although is in crowded place..where are all the people in my mind ? wad am i thinking ? keep bully by someone..su say im a less confident girl...............maybe she is true ba ? i AM A LESS CONFIDENT GIRL. because i feel i no difference like normal student..i have no talent..haix..i wan learn dancing...cannot..i wan learn guitar..cannot..drum..cannot..dunno hw to make up myself..be more pretty or mature..i dun even know how to communicate with people..haix..im very cha rite ?
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